My Guy and I were
"The Mom" came out in me. I felt as if I had been punched in the gut. He calmed down as did I. The old-self would have mushed, gushed, and cooed. In her place, I spoke with strength, a calm and a presence of mind.
The words from my baby's mouth were new words out of his mouth: "The spiritual warfare here is so real. There is evil here. I hold my Bible and cannot open it for all the distraction." THAT is not his normal lingo. (I know it is because so many are praying).
He then told us something that made the Mom-punched-in-gut feeling hit again. "There are two really evil men who whisper horrible things to me."
I breathed deeply. I ran for my "Prayers That Avail Much." I prayed. He listened. I ended the conversation telling him I love him. Because I do...just not the way I used to.
The next day he called My Guy to inform him he had slept like a baby. THAT was a very specific prayer as he had not slept in three nights. Then....get this. Oh. My. Goodness.
The two 'bad guys' had not gotten off their bunks or from under their covers since 11 pm the night we prayed. It was 1:30 in the afternoon the NEXT day!!!!! Do you believe prayer works???? We do! God gave me a visual of two HUGE, warring angels sitting on those bunks, not allowing the evil to roam around.
It sounds awful yet I am not devastated. God's so huge that He holds me up and is with me through all of it. I have been able to thank Him for this season. I've needed the break----my focus is on Jesus, The Healer. He's so sweet - giving me a retreat much needed, terrific books that speak right to me, friends who pray. And...THE sweetest - a husband more tender, more loving, more like Jesus than ever.
Recently, I've found some lovely, deep, causing-me-to-think blogs. Check 'em out....and enjoy!!
She is bringing out the artist in me. Yes, me!
She is partnering with me. In life. We are on a journey (Jer-Ne!)
She is fun to follow on Instagram and has a GREAT site!
I'm bound and determined to live the life that is deeper, truer and has been hiding inside of me.
Love this fall and its' harvest of peace, restoration, healing and anticipation!!!